Reject Conformity (Photo credit: Raymond Larose)
My friend Zoey loves to listen to music that covers such things as floating boats, it’s not the size it’s the ride and fun stuff like that. When I first hooked up with her and she seemed uninterested in my ability to pose nude anywhere/anytime…I went the other route. I became her.
I downloaded her style in music. I collected knives. I acted tough but with a slight edge of illusion.
Honestly, I just ended up:
Not really listening to that type of music, it scared me and my Mummy wouldn’t have approved.
The knives I used for carving on myself, so I guess, in some respect, those have come to good use.
The aloof look of, I don’t really care what you think about me! Nope, the pink knock off Izod from Marshall’s and the tight fitting Mom jeans didn’t quite fit that portrayal.
So, I sit back and listen to Paper bag songs and pop my bubble gum and smile at my obtuse bland normalcy.
After all, silly love songs are what this world was based upon. Isn’t that what Elton John said?
So, I, Ambien Grace, couch potato and radio idiot head would like to say:
I REALLY DON’T LIKE CLASSICAL MUSIC! I JUST PUT THAT ON MY FACEBOOK PAGE TO LOOK DIVERSE!
Wait, I think their playing my song…
Adele! Can’t stand her, she is sooo popular it makes me sick. You’d think she’d do something about it. I can’t stand people who just blend in.
Nope, that is my song. It was dedicated to me a while ago by an old flame. She loved to think of me when it played. I told her I didn’t like it but I guess I never really paid attention to the words. For sure, I just didn’t get the metaphor.
Never been a girl who used to cry
Didn`t show emotions, don`t know why
Didn`t wanna feel the pain inside, I guess
But as the years keep going by,
you came along and changed my mind
I should leave the past behind me,
I should let you find me,
supposed to stay beside me
You were supposed to guide me,
through the ups and downs,
you were always gonna be around until the end
I still think we could
`cause you and me, we`re good
And I`ll tell you why this hurts, ’cause I`m sober
But I just wanna be drunk
so I can forget about you
and all the stupid things that love has pulled me through
Even when I’ve had too much,
I still feel your touch
Maybe this just means that I`m not drunk enough
So I`m gonna get myself another drink
whenever I start to think about you
`cause I do what I really don`t want to
but sometimes my dreams just come through
And when I get there,
to a place where I see you in a kitchen
I stop wishing but that thing and I don`t need you,
I don`t really wanna see you
and I don`t want you to see me,
you would think that I was crazy,
you might think that I wanna be close to you
but I`d rather wanna drink some Whisky
and maybe have a little sip `o wine
`cause right now it`s the only thing that makes me forget you are mine
but right now I am sober
But I just wanna be drunk
so I can forget about you
and all the stupid things that love has pulled me through
Even when I’ve had too much,
I still feel your touch
Maybe this just means that I`m not drunk enough
But I just wanna be drunk
so I can forget about you
and all the stupid things that love has pulled me through
Even when I’ve had too much,
I still feel your touch
Maybe this just means that I`m not drunk enough
But I just wanna be drunk
Even when I’ve had too much,
I still feel your touch
Maybe this just means that I`m not drunk enough..
Ya’ know that Adele should get a life. Go out and get drunk for Christ sake. I do and it seems to solve the problem!
